Day 1
1. Honors Spanish 3- Collis
2. Honors Pre-Calculus- Reyes
3. Musical Theatre 4- Franzese/Mitchell
4. Yearbook Independent Study- Jackson
Day 2
1. Honors English 4- Chancey
2. AP Environmental Science- Spicknall
3. Honors Teacher Cadet- Sigmon
4. Yearbook 4- Jackson
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May. 29th, 2006 @ 02:11 pm
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So sitting in my messy, empty glass carrying, four bowl infect room, I can not believe this year is almost over. Only two weeks, well, really its one b/c next week is exams. All in All it was a very good year. Not too many mishaps or drama. It was just a great year. The yearbook is here and it looks great. It the best yearbook we have had in a long time.
On other news, Carousel is coming along well i guess. I feel so far behind. but w/e. The dance recital is this weekend, and i am so scared for it. I dont know any of it. OH WELL. . .
Ew so I am watching this movie and Helen Hunt is married to this REALLY OLD guy. and shes not old.
I saw X-Men the other nite, it was ok. I mean, very gorgeous people in that movie, so thats what i paid the most attention to. I also saw Just My Luck, it sucked dude. I mean, does Lindsay Lohan have ANY good movie? Honestly, the only good movie of her's is Parent Trap, and that was like, 6 years ago. She really needs to just...go away now.
The Alias Series Finale was kinda disappointing, it wasnt what i was expecting it to be at all. I mean, in all, it was a good ending to the story, but...it wasnt up to par with season finales or even some episodes in the last season. But, Jenny is moving on to bigger and better things. Her career, I believe, will skyrocket very soon (I hope).
I think this is all i have to say, beside the fact that I LOVE SOOO MUCH!!!!! AHHHHH I am so happy that you are in my life and that nothing can separate us. I LOVE YOU.Current Mood:  pleased |
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May. 8th, 2006 @ 11:14 pm
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So i pretty much love this guy...Current Mood:  mischievous Current Music: um...none. |
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Mar. 22nd, 2006 @ 09:19 pm
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The endless night is in my mind
It confronts me in my wildest dreams
Gives me fear I do not need
Makes me wonder where I am
Who I am
Who I could be.
It is a dark and lonely place
No familiarities
No continued love for me
I can not breath in this endless sleep.
Give me power
Give me strength
Give me the love I need.
Give me familiar faces
Or places
The things I need to
Know to awake from this endless dream.
This endless dream of which I speak
Keeps me from my midnight slumber
Keeps me in this dark and lonely place.
This endless dream I can not shake
It burdens me to speak of it.
Does my sleep taunt me
Or does it bury me to sleep
An eternal dream of anger
And resentment in my mind.
Will my dream ever impede?
Bring it then
To a close
Let it stop and let it hold.
This dream that keeps me from my sleep.
I will sleep tonight
A dreamless sleep
It will refresh me
And I will awake in a
Simple state.
Come then dream
I will battle your fight
Until I gain an understanding
Of your origin.
Let me then
Win this fight
And dream of butterflies.
You can not shake me
Dream of terror
I am captain of my mind.
Stay away
You thing I loathe
And I will sleep tonight.
-Me. |
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Mar. 12th, 2006 @ 06:21 pm
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the things one feels
the things one hears
the things we do
just to matter in life.
the things one knows
the things one shows
the things we do
just to matter in life.
the things I know
the things I show
just to know
I matter in life.
the things I feel
the things I hear
the things I do
just to matter in life.
Come on and let it in
let ME feel, hear, know and show
the things one needs
just to know that they matter in life.
-Benjamin B.M.
Lately I have been thinking a lot about why we do the things we do. Why we are the way we are. I mean, Why are we the way we are? Why is it that we fall in love? Or we hurt so bad? Why do we all constantly wonder if we matter in life? I mean, honestly, how do we know if we will ever matter?
Topic of the day: Do you matter in life? To your friends? Your family? Do you know for a fact that all of your friends and family will be there for you at all times? Something to ponder about...let me know. Im curious. |
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A poem i wrote like. two years ago. hah.
Be Not Afraid:
Sad surroundings,
How was I to know?
There is no will for me now,
The time has come to show.
The virtue that I see everyday
Has not prepared thee for this,
And now I feel no heart warming,
No memories,
No more time left,
The answer is now,
THe time has come,
What's left to do
No one will know.
How could they?
Devotion inside my mind,
Its led me to this,
But I can fight it,
Because I am not a coward,
I am strong
I am brave
I take things over the edge
With no turning back.
I am a soldier
No matter what they say.
The time to have an answer is now,
Don't be afraid,
Be strong
Its on the way.
hah so that was intense.
Over the past three, I have seen soo many different feelings, soo many different wants, goals, dreams, aspirations, etc. But in all that time, I have never seen anything that can push me to them, no mentors, or someone to follow, no teacher has ever single handedly given me a grasp of what I want to do with my life. I mean damn, I am nearing the end of my junior year, it has gone by so fast, I cant even imagine how fast Senior year is going to go by. I mean, where do I want to go to college? Am I going to get into college...I STILL haven't taken the SAT or ACT... I just feel like the world is passing me by, and i have nothing to show for it so far. Nothing that i can say, "Oh, I did that once, it was the greatest expierence of my life." NOTHING i have done, is like that. When will it be the time for me to realize what i really want to do with my life? I mean, Teacher? Graphic Designer? Journalist? Theatre? Singer? Actor? I just dont know...
Mar. 8th, 2006 @ 04:33 pm
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soo much to think about. last nite i went to see brokeback mountain with shell...it was alright, very sad, but it was kinda slow.
I feel like my life is just being consumed by the musical and senior exit paper, and just stupid stuff. Im ready for carowinds to start back up, i need money. i have $45 to last me untill rehearsals start. we shall see what happens.
Yearbook is just stressfull like usual, but i am starting to feel a bit releaved. We are turning in pages like crazy, soon we will be able to turn in 60 pages of mugshot layouts. BUT, it still doesnt put us out of the hole, we may be looking at the yearbook not being published untill after school is out. (they have to have a certain amount of pages to start printing it) Soo...we shall see what happens, this WONT happen next year, no way! (trust me on that one.)
i love francis!!! (heh shell!)
Jan. 29th, 2006 @ 11:45 am
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So Carrabba's is no longer. lol. i quit this morning. (well it was like a fired and quit kinda thing) She called me and was like "what happened last night?" (they called me at 6 and were like you were supposed to be here at 5:30) and i said, I todl you i couldnt work this weekend. And she was like "no that was last weekend. you said after the first weekend in January, you can start working again." and i said yeah, this is the first weekend in january. and she was like, no that was last weekend. and i was like well i had a show. and she wa slike well im just taking you off the schedule, and i said well i will jus find another job. and hung up. hah. so i am unemployed again....i need carowinds to rehire me!!! ahhhh!!!!
the Cabaret night went really well!! i had so much fun!
Jan. 8th, 2006 @ 11:26 am
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i hate the kind of person that will make you feel bad about something so you will give into what they want. i REALLY do. urgh... words can not express how pissed off i am right now.
Nov. 21st, 2005 @ 06:20 pm
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WEll... rehearsals are sucking right now, everyone is getting a little stressed i think... no one knows thier lines, or lyrics, or anything. lol... butafter talking with someone, i think that it will all come together and be a good show. i just wish, that people would start caring a little bit more... including myself. i just REALLY wish that. im starting to care a lot now, i am really trying hard to get thses lines memorized...i dont want to be bitched at anymore... i started having a bad attitude again in musical theatre.. and i got pissed at myself so it looked like i was in a really bad mood and pissed to be there. i dont want that to happen anymore. its just really stressful when you have Franzese yelling at you, mitchell just kinda. being mitchell. lol. and Eddie yelling at you to "HUAL ASS!"
in english today-instead of doing research i read the raven. for like the 5th time. i just LOVE that poem. it is soooooooo amazing. i wish i could write like that. Poe's work is simply amazing.
Physics sucks-my mom told me today that she thought it was interesting that i will remember all this stuff about Idina Menzel or musicals, and that i need to do that with physics and i was like "um.. its not as interesting as IDINA!"
Everyone should come see Li'l Abner. Dec 1st and 2nd in the BlackBox Theatre.. we WILL pull it together. i promise you! We WILL.
Tre comes home in 5 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am SO excited to see him.. i havent seen him in 6 months.
Nov. 17th, 2005 @ 10:56 pm
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idk if this is going to work...... :(
Nov. 12th, 2005 @ 10:47 pm
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I am just so happy with my life right now. I am becoming really good friends with Landon and getting even closer than i was to Sophie- and i have met new people- and i havea boyfriend. I am just- so happy with everything right now.
i am so scared for Li'l Abner
Nov. 7th, 2005 @ 06:47 pm
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Oct. 23rd, 2005 @ 08:48 pm
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Despite things you might have read today... i am still single. i dont really know where this came up there was never a mention of us getting together yet and all of a sudden it just appeared on his livejournal that he has a boyfriend. I hate when people do that, im sorry, but i dont want a boyfriend right now, at least i dont want it to be just decided that i am his with absolutely no discussion.
Oct. 8th, 2005 @ 12:42 am
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YEARBOOKS GO ON SALE TUESDAY FOR $55!!! IT WILL BE DURING LUNCH AND AFTER SCHOOL!!! YOU CAN PAY BY CHECK OR CASH. FOR QUESTIONS: ASK ME, KESEL, SHELL, LAUREN HARTUNG, RIAN BARBER, TAYLOR BROCK, OR MR. JACKSON. BUY ONE EVERYONE!!!!
The next time you can order a yearbook will be October 12th during lunchs for $60. Order NOW!!! YOu get a discount!!
Oct. 2nd, 2005 @ 08:02 pm
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Sep. 28th, 2005 @ 08:45 pm
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So this week has not been good so far. I mean.. it hasnt been bad, but it hasnt been good either. There are so many things going on at once and it just like "AHHH!!! Everthing stop for five minutes, PLEASE!" but it doesnt.
So i am failing Physics...what a surprise... UGH. I went to ms eury to try to get outta it and into Marine Biology instead... but she said she cant do it, its too late. I really do not like that class. and i am not happy at all anymore. lol.... and wtf!! Where is my fucking knight??? huh? everyone else seems to be finding their knight... where the hell is mine damn it! I like someone... but i just dont know...
Sep. 28th, 2005 @ 08:12 pm
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ahhh idk. what a day what a day. I have a sinus infection.... blahh
theAtrainplays is going good, i guess.
i wish they would start working on Li'l Abner though... it goes up in like a month and a half, 2 months. ugh! lol
Eddie's studio is fun, im still sore from it tho lol.
my life is so busy right now. i can hardly stand the rush. with Yearbook deadlines, lap reports, english stuff, spanish, dance at night, rehearsals. AHH! its crazy fun i tell you crazy fun, im not gunna lie. i am having a great year so far tho. i just need to get more ontop of things in history and physics and some other classes. but English is going good, and Musical theatre and theatre. so it exciting. it has started out a very good year. i hope it stays that way....
where's my knight?
Sep. 15th, 2005 @ 09:33 pm
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ugh so i had stupid sugery on my toes again for engrown toenails! ugh! its such a pain in the ass... and of course we start dancing in Musical theatre next week, and i have dance class on tuesday nite.... Eddie's going to be mad at me lol.
anyways... i love the managers at Carrabba's. they are so understanding and awesome. they got my shifts covered this weekend, i didnt have to do anything but go in and show them what happened. they were like "feel better!" and then i left. and a few of them are going to come see Li'l Abner in november! im so excited. lol.
im soo lonely. mr lonely....
Im soo scared for Yearbook this year... omg- its already stressing me out.
Sep. 10th, 2005 @ 03:14 pm
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My cellphone is all fucked up.... lol
anyone have a cingular phone they want to give me??? (or sell for a small amount)
Sep. 7th, 2005 @ 05:52 pm
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